January 2011
54 posts
sometimes i wonder if life is really just a dream.
perfect weather to stay in, watch a movie, and cuddle.
why do people do the things they do?
why would you choose that decision?why would you take that chance and risk so much?you’re not only hurting yourself, but also all the people around you.why can’t you see that we all care but all you do is let us down time and time again.everything is just a joke to you and you’re just wasting your life away.how can you not see the way your actions and words are affecting us and...
FINALS ARE FINALLY OVER
YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY!!i’m so happy right now.finally finished stupid finals and now gonna party it uppp.ahah jkjk but gonna go do some fun stuff and maybe have some nice adventures :)
i’ve come to realize that maybe i need to stop taking things so seriously and just go out and have fun.i mean i’m leaving in about 8 months so i should just live life...
note to self: stop expecting
i guess its my fault that this hurts so much.
what is faith?
why do we always want what we can’t have?
i need a night out.
i wish things would go back to the way they used to be.
i like my beats fast and my bass down low
why do people always have to make things more complicated?
I JUST FARTED.
HIIIIIIIIII RACHEL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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1/16/11
today i was reminded of why i play this game.this feeling of winning and doing the impossible is inexplicably glorious and can’t be felt any other way.believing in yourself when no one else did, making those incredible plays, competitive rivalries, i love it all.this rare feeling is worth all the sweat, cuts, and bruises and i wouldn’t trade it for anything.
1/15/11
exhausted.
1/14/11
thank you for trying to make me a better person.
someone take me away.
1/13/11
got out of school early today so went to the mall with thao.fail.i’ve been really tired lately but i don’t know why because its not like i sleep super late or anything.too many things on my mind…
i’m looking for someone who actually cares.
1/12/11
i need to set my priorities straight.
1/11/11
super wish at 11:11
http://www.cse.unsw.edu.au/~geoffo/humour/flattery....
the little things are what matter most.
1/10/11
i like to have nice conversations.
1/9/11
i know it’s horrible and i shouldn’t, but sometimes i wish i was deaf so i didn’t have to hear all the bad things being said about me behind my back by the people who i thought actually cared.
1/8/11
baby, its cold outside.
1/7/11
when i thought today was gonna be a bad day, parker brought me a sprinkles cupcake before ceramics :) wow its sad how food can make my day…i eat too much.
went to dinner with the girlsss today.it was good.just what i needed i think.we talked about love and i asked how you know if you’re actuallly in love and what it feels like.they said its a psychological thing and after 4 months or...
1/6/11
i’ve realized i’m a terrible person.
isn’t it just so great when someone tells you that you’re not good at something and you will never be good enough for them?when you can tell they’re trying to make you leave because they don’t want you there at all.when all you want is to just be a part of something and feel like you belong somewhere.when you thought you actually had a chance and it was gonna turn out the...
1/5/11
i will never even be close to good enough.
dream a little dream of me.
11/4/11
i saw another car accident today!this is sort of scaring me…why do i keep seeing accidents?does that mean i’m next…?didn’t do much today.i need to stop procrastinating.ap econ will be the end of me.
new years resolution
in addition to the bet i made with thao (which i have NOT lost already), i think i’ll try to start telling the truth.i don’t exactly lie but i don’t exactly tell the truth either.or am i really just a liar?
Two roads diverged in a yellow wood and sorry I could not travel both And be one traveller, long I stood and looked down one as far as I could to where it bent in the undergrowth;
Then took the other, as just as fair, and having perhaps the better claim because it was grassy and wanted wear; though as for that, the passing there had worn them really about the same,
And both that morning equally...
1/3/11
so today was the first day back to school from christmas break.boy was i tired…woke up late for zero period as usual and so had to rush to school in the rain.fun stuff.OMG I SAW A CAR ACCIDENT!it wasn’t even that bad but it was still scary.had to get a stupid ttw because of the traffic and thao had to get one to (sorry!) and tammy had to run to class (sorry!).later that day tried going...
1/1/11-1/2/11
got back from virginia pretty late.the most annoying and loud people sat in front of me…just my luck.went to logan’s house for new years at the last minute.got there at literally 11:55.when the clock struck 12 we all ran outside and did loud poppers and yelled and took pictures while little kids attacked us with silly string.it was nice to see my friends and be silly and have fun and...
i have a horrible memory.maybe i’ll start writing what i do each day so i could remember.but i’ll probably forget.
i’m sorry i’m such a disappointment and not good enough for you.